A new adventure with Eli…
Our very first legit hike. Not one where I had to carry her the entire time. Not one where she got angry 10min in…
We did leave after about 20min. Because a storm was coming, and I didn’t want to attempt this hike wet and muddy…with a two year old…
But still it was a fun day. And it was filled with such sweet moments.
This bush was covered…😳
Synonyms: genius,expert, master, artist, prodigy…etc.
I am, because I can.
Nothing escapes me.
My inspirations ran,
As vast as the sea.
It spills from my hands,
My soul thriving.
The world demands,
For others to climb;
But only I will be striving.
Nothing defeats.
I conquer.
I create time.
Dishonor,
Is not for the elites.
…
I was trying to think in the mindset of someone who is a master of their craft. It was difficult to put it into a poem that rhymes…
Rereading through my poem I thought of my teenage years…when I swam. People say that you are a master when you have done it for 7 years…I did it for…15 years. But now looking back, I feel like I never reached that level of Master.
I was not a prodigy or a virtuoso…but as an athlete you had to have that mindset. That you were the top; that you were the one to set things in motion.
I miss that feeling…
I tried to capture that determined feeling in this art. When I look at it it does remind me of that feeling I desperately miss.
This Spring is more like Summer… I’m missing the cooler temperatures here…
When the warm weather is here it means we can do more things. Yes it means that Eli overheats in any temperature above 65 degrees, but playing in water she survives.
I hope your days can be warm, and spent with family! 💕
Synonym: touching, moving, sad, pitiful…
Family days consume,
Of hugs, giggles, and joy.
Unaware of an approaching gloom,
They laugh the nights away.
Daddy’s girl and boy,
Believe this to be a holiday.
Alas…that day is here.
Daddy is leaving.
Will he forever disappear?
A poignant moment,
Between loving and grieving.
Mama…is adamant,
He will come home.
As she watches him…walk away.
…
When I first saw the word poignant, and looked up it’s meaning, I thought of of the military. They work so hard; then they enjoy and saver the time with their families. But that day of redeployment comes back around.
I have no experience, but I have friends with experiences. Hearing their tales of love, but then letting them leave is impressive, in itself.
Thank you for your service! Those who make it safe and free, I thank you. ❤️
The night is near,
There should be no fear;
Alas, the storm begins.
Clash goes the light,
Grumble goes the thunder.
It is a marvelous sight.
However…
She is scared;
She cannot sleep.
A sliver of light,
Jolts through the curtain.
An angry rumble shakes the house.
Then silence…
It’s quiet as a mouse.
Slumber begins.
Mama’s wonderful delight!
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Eli is afraid of to thunder. I will give snuggles and coos but nothing usually works.
Then sometimes as if my prayer is answered, it stops. ❤️ And She will fall asleep instantly.
However, when she wakes up in the morning, it will be at various times, because of the pressure changing. It will give her belly some gas and grumbles.
Daddy is the one she wants when she wakes up…which is sweet but the hubby just wants to sleep. But still, he takes the snuggles and sleeps with her cuddling.
Have a wonderful Friday. May it be filled with good weather and smiles. Unlike…
Travel…
Sights, nature, things.
Love…
Hugs, gatherings, smiles.
Adventure…
Experience, thrive, strive.
Joys…
Laughter, children, food.
Leaving…
Goodbyes, sighs, waves.
Home…
Comfort, happiness, bliss.
…
Traveling is always fun, but for me it is a great refresher. Home is where I love.
Elizabeth and I will be traveling again soon! So excited to see my mama and siblings. ❤️ it’s been almost one and a half years since I saw my siblings, in person…
So excited!!
So I guess, my poem kind is at war with itself…I love being home, but the thought of seeing my family again makes me willing to travel from home!
If you are with a family member today, give them a hug. Because some people in the world are unable to see their own family members often. ❤️
Is today the day?
Not today.
Depression dwells.
Be strong!
Am I?
Denied.
Sadness sinks.
She says,
Pray but don’t hope…
How?
Not possible…
Maybe today!?!
Nope.
Sorrow spreads.
…
I know not the most uplifting poem. But it’s my personal feelings these last few months.
My husband and I are trying to have another baby and it’s been hard. My doctor told me to pray, but to not have hope. That hope is the most crushing thing when trying to be pregnant.
I under what she is saying, but it doesn’t seem possible. So even though I want another little one, I have to keep my emotions in check with Elizabeth. She sometimes feeds off of my emotions. Depressed mama equals moody baby. Not fun for anyone.
So I guess this poem is for any mom or woman out there feeling the same. Just know, someone is going through the emotional twister with you. ❤️
Stay positive!! Spend your Sunday with loved ones and great friends. It’s what I plan to do.
Altruism…selflessness, charitable, generous, unselfish…
…
Warm, comfortable, and full.
They freeze, hurt, and starve.
Some grab, argue, or pull.
They accept, thank, and smile.
Few stay awhile.
They stay sometimes forever.
…
This poem might not make sense. Especially tying in the word of the day, but when I thought of a selfless person I thought of someone would give unconditionally.
As I am writing I am actually think of the real true selfless one: God; but initially for this poem I thought of comparing homeless and not. But the act of selflessness goes to the one who helps those in need.
Yes. It is hard to differentiate actual need from selfishness. I know you should not judge them. You should just be willing. But sadly I’ve changed.
When I had no care and I made enough, if I saw someone I would help. This was also before being homeless was a popular life plan.
But I would give them something they could use: a blanket, food, or sometimes my personal jacket without thinking twice.
But now you see people taking advantage. You see people in designer accessories, or some people with signs: ‘Need money. Don’t want to work,’ sitting on street corners.
But the one I will never think twice is a child. My heart breaks. I wish I could do more. Yes. It could be a possibility that they might be lying, but I will never walk by a child and not help. Anyone who can…😞
The word of the day is altruism. I must admit, I had no idea what it meant. But now I can add another word to my vocabulary!
I hope you can try to be selfless today. It doesn’t have be a certain type of person. It might be your buddy, colleague, or family. Just help without thinking. Brighten up someone’s day!
An interesting twist to making dinner…
So almost all of the chips were moist and had bites taken out of them… I got to eat a few, but most of them will be put into an Elizabeth bag. Elizabeth approves of my chips at least, but it is so sad.
I hope you enjoy your Thursday!! Hide you chips from your two year old…
Just a nice day full of family time!
It was a beautiful day. Hopefully more like that to come! Have a happy Sunday! 🤩
emily2jane 